one day. a few months ago. my dearest cousin was so excited abt joining the cheerleading. i commented something bad. although it was just a joke, which we all do among us cousins-joke, she was hurt. she "slapped" me (indirectly. she didnt do it on purpose. and it was with her back facing me.dont ask me how) and stomped out. i was shocked at what she did. back then. i was thinking. it was just a joke!? well. guess it really hurt her deep. even. as a joke. till now. things arent back to normal. i miss her!!! seeing her testimonials for me some time back, when we were still best of cousins, i realise how much i miss her. sigh. things arent the same in my life. although thru msn u say u forgive me. (or did u..sigh) but i feel things just arent the same in person. i felt euphoric, that day, one day, during cny. when u tapped my shoulder and said my luck's changing.that little sentence changed my mood, completely. i thought things are the same once again. but 2 weeks ago, at gramps' place. i sense the cold atmosphere. lyn. if you ever pass by my blog. u may not tho.. i wish to tell u i'm sorry. and i miss u! i'm gg to throw away my pride. and apologise. i'm sorry. :(
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